its my DIRTY HAND...

well i know im not the one with the super brain nor super hardworking person yet in still a human that concerned to others, lending hands when see the people loosing grip without thinking the time ...

so frustrated when treated like this,
im know u hav a problem, and i was try to help...

say ok and sudden disappear makes me felt... im i that dirty that i cant even talk to you...

well its just me with my litttle heart that makes no point nor priority in this world and your world...

i will be cooled down soon, i will try to let go...seems like we are still far a way, far far a way...

pic by http://th03.deviantart.net/fs11/300W/i/2006/224/2/4/Phantom_13_by_visioluxus.jpg

the FALLEN DAYS...

its been a while since i write something in my blog, oh well...

seems the ending of the semester is ON the corner, today is the last day and everyone would be leaving the 'silver' city...

those days of the 4th semester were full of depression, misfortune and so on. its seems to be the worst semester ever since i been here...it was full of tears (of others) and blood in my hand (hahahhaahaha, oppss...forgot that im the one who dying)...well afterall i dont know in detail what scene plays around me cause people dun tell me so and i dun wanna seems as a bothersome people but i get the helicopter view of the whole story...



CASE CLOSED...(end of 04,)

credit to http://folkisdead.deviantart.com/art/fall-storm-41391265 for the pic

The Fallen Aki-47

Its the time to learn the truth...
the life is not always full of colours but life must go on
I only hav HIM in my deepest part of heart....save me

Still playing around me the words from the respected lecturer, En. Mior
" u choose this course, not me..."
but when the judgement comes, and u hav know ur fate, are it even worth of trying to deny it???
if...if there is a piece of faith, even one little piece of faith in my deep heart, please help me, my ALMIGHTY...

notes:
Aki-47 is the name of our studio...
im, about to failing the core course,
so sick and tired...need more faith

pic:http://mcromance.deviantart.com/art/Fall-67846509

re-Starting Point

It happens that I had created this blog in my previous semester... and left it without a single update nor visit. Now, I would like to start all over again from the scratch. Hope I could coupe up with this baby of mine and use it as my medium to the endless world...